Care to think?

You don’t understand do you?
To feel left out, like I was never anything. Like I was never real. That I never existed at all. That I didn’t count.
It was like nothing happened until this day.
Here’s how I feel, think.
Unconsciously seeking for attention is a lost game. Why bother playing?
You don’t need to try so hard, read my words again. You don’t need to try so hard.
Stop drowning yourself over people in this hopeless town.
You’ve seen so little yet that the feeling of dying is unnecessary.
I believe the world has people with incredible minds, talent, intelligence and imagination. I see all these people as Human Art.
There’s isn’t so many out there and you are one.
Of course you can’t see that.. and neither can they. But that’s when the admiring thinkers come in.. The observers of beauty in all concepts. The real people.. the ones who see through everything to find who you really are.
They will love you because for them, love is art. And you are Art.
It’s hard to see these people out there.. out your front door and into this place. They’re so hard to ever notice.. Not just anybody but you will see them, you will feel it.
For what we’re shown.. most people are ignorant, closed-minded, and uneducated with incredibly stupid minds. It gives me no hope for humanity.
So be a keeper.. Hold on to the ones who have seen your worst, the ones that listened and remembered. Forget about the temporary people that pretend to care..that fool you to think they listen.
Don’t let the ones that truly care to make you feel better slip away.
Don’t walk away from the people that make you feel more like yourself when you’re around them.
Be who you really are.. there’s no time for anything else. No time for masks. It’s a waste of time.. and you’ll see..
I know you’ve forgotten there’s a world out there… and well so have I.
I want to mention the word “young”, is what we are.
That gives us minutes, compare to adults. They have seconds now.
Our illusion for the things we want rely on change. As for the minutes we have, we can change.
Ourselves more than anything.
Please don’t wake up someday and realize all the people and things you have lost when you only remain with seconds left.. Isolate the chances of ending up like the rest..
There’s no person like you in this planet, nor there was or will be. This is you and the now.. fascinating to think and so hard to believe.
It’s only a matter of how well you think with your brain and how well you feel with your heart.
You can prove the universe wrong.. prove yourself wrong.
You with your life and I with my life.
Us someday.

-Carla G.